moii luv to eu

2005-08-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey . . sorry everyone . . i have nt been update moii blog for so so long . . bt another news is i have a new blog !! it is http://zhuzhubaobao.blogspot.com . . . hope u all can change ur frenz link n link to there bahx . . cuz i will stop using tis blog le . . n leave it as a memorize ~!! so plz take note . . thankx alot !!

ben n ben break

2005-07-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl . . soOoooo long no update moii blog le . . sobb

omg . . . today is juz too sian for mi . . duno y . . haix . . everyting like very de nt smooth . . haix .. and oso i gt a really shocking news today . . mayb nt juz one bahx . . haix . .

then today oso very de nt happy . . duno y . . haix . . feel sian arhx . . recently i like duno y . . feelin so . . nt easy get hyper . . bt lucky still gt ppl can cheer mi up . . thankx frenz . .

die lahx . . sad arhx . . i fail moii internet n web test !! gt 10/50 nia lehx . . haix . . sian . . haix . . nw teacher teaching wat i oso duno . . another test guess i goin to die liao . . haix . .

** to moii dearest benjawan !! no matter wat happen . . remember tat u still gt mi as ur frenz . . as ur hao peng you .. .. .. even we dun contact . . or nv contact much . . n nt as good as last time . . bt i will keep moii last time promise to u de . . i will alwayz tresure our frenship n stand by u . . even no one is there .. .. .. i will b there for u de . . like last time u r by moii side when i m sad . . pei wo go through moii sadness . . i will oso b there de . . i m nt liek tat evil devil de . . guess onli u knw i mean who . . !! heex . . !! ya ke xin . . no matter wat . . jia you !!

ur beloved muiimuiii**

haix

2005-07-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

today i was juz feelin so unusual . . duno y lehx . . haix . . when reach hm . . i was totally lost . . duno y . . i juz bust into tears again .. very long nv like tat liao . . bt oso nt like very long lehx . . lolx . .

sms singling . . tell her . . duno wat happen to mi . . moii head oso very pain . . haix . . acutally bu xiang tell her de . . bt i duno find who . . bt she oso haedache . . so i oso nv fan her much . . after tat i fall alp awhile . abt 7 plus i woke up . feelin the same . . duno y bust into tears again . . it repeating again n again . . haix . .

after shower . . still the same . . sms moii fren . . nv sms ling . . cuz she oso headache le . . then tok tok tok . . then go eat cup noodles with him . . nt bad still gt ppl entertain me . . thankx frenz . . bt oso sorry . . i duno gt so serious de !! bt thankx alot !!

haix . . hope when i woke up i will b alrite bahx !!

2005-07-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

[ [ * . m U i i . m U i i . * ] ]

sch speech day

2005-07-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

today i woodgrove secondary school speech day . . i over slp n when down late. . .haha . . even i no go oso like tat bahx . . haix . .

recently feelin so sian n bored . . haix . . bt ytd was a fun day . . cuz when to orchard area to walk n walk . . hahah . . wa . . walk still moii leg evry tired nehx . . nw feelin abit pain liao . .sobx . . who ask mi keep go walk walk . . leg pain sure oso cuz by tat thurday de . . cuz where heels go walk n walk . . no wonder nw will like pain pain de lahx . . sobx !!

remember tat thurday nite i was havin nitemare . . so scary . . i was so scare tat i woke up . . duno who to turn to . . feel like crying . . no one care bahx . . haix . .

back to ytd gaigai trip . . . ermmm . . 1st mi n jadee when to eat pasta . . heex . . n we will tokin abt BGR matter . . she say tat . . she dun like guyz say wan jio gals bt nv do any action de . . haha . . i agree with her . . guess all gals tink so bahx . . lolx . . after tat we wil havin fun ofcuz . . spend all moii money ytd to buy a shirt, 2 skirt, a braclet . . and ohya . . we did when to hereen to find flora ~~ tat zhen zhen who say nv miss mi de !! sobb . .

and ohya . . judy oso at orchard . . bt i nv saw her . . jadee did . .sobx . ..hahaah . . then the day juz end tat i when hm early . . cuz waitin ppl ask mi out for supper . . bt dun have lehx . . then i Zzz lorhx . . very tired too !!

** jadee !! i wan photo . . we took de photo !! hahah . . **

2005-07-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

no.... .... .... is jadee type herself de !! wo shi innocent de !! i walk straight de !! i love guy !! bt i like guys n gals !! heex . .

bt she say she love mi !! heex . . ermmm... later goin datin with her sia !! hhaha .. lol bt still duno go where lehx . . sian nehx . . nth to do . . heex . .

may later will b havin alot of fun . . haahha . . . ermmm . . recently duno y suddenly took out moii last time de diary n read !! hahah . . sound abit stupid rite . . lolx . . bt alot memory lahx . . heex . .

haix . . sian !! need ppl to love . . ppl to care . . ppl to look after . . ppl to pei . . etc . . etc . . etc . .

in sch suppose to do project de...i

2005-07-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JADEE~!!
SHE IS MY DIAMOND~*
MY HONEY~!!
MY DARLING~*
MISS HER--
LOVE HER--
MUACKS*

JUST HER AND ONLY HER~*!!

2005-07-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

[ [ * . S O R R Y . * ]] mummy !! i knw u angry . . really very sorry . . sorry to all moii team memeber !! so de stupid and lazy mi !! everytime last min !! mummy sorry . . i really knw u very angry n bu happy !! sorry !! a billion n billion n million sorry !!

all the best for POM presentation !!

2005-07-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

"The Mile: People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile."

[ [ * . m u i i . m u i i . * ] ]

i love moii frenz for who they r

try moii best to help them out

no matter who u r

i will love u like i love moiiself

n i bring along moii angel to tis world

to bring in joy

and happiness

i'll always b beside u until the very end

wiping all ur tears away

i'll smile when u smile

and feel all the pain u do

and if u cry a single tear

i promise i'll cry too

i'll try moii best to stop u cry

n feelin sad

even wan mi b a clown

and

thankx you for being moii dearest frenz !!

i love u !!

go fishing !!

2005-07-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

ytd thought will nt go out . . in the end .. join jadee go out with her frenz to go finishin . . haahahx . . it indeed is a nice n fun day !! really . . we gals are really havin alot of fun . . even there is only we 3 gals . . bt then . . the fun we hav is nv end . . lol . . guess tat jadee frenz is scare of us le bahx . . cuz we are so de playful . . keep disturb them . . take there ic ez link dun return . . wan step their shoe . . wan scare them . . bt in the end . . we galz r juz keep laughin . . hahah !!

bt acutally we gals oso no go fish . . join the 2 guys . . then we kanna mosquito bite still very jia liat . . sobbx . . sad i m O blood type de . . haix . . bt the guys r oso O blood type de . . bt oso mei shi lehx . . somemore they still wear dark blue . . which they say mosquito will then bite them . . wont bite we galz . . bt in the end . . we gals kanna bite the most worst de lehx . . mayb guyz skin r tick mosquito hav no interest . . !! lolx

of cuz we kanna bite we will try get away lahx . . then we go site down . . after tat . . we walk back go find them . . after tat . . we galz did someting lame n funny !! hahah . . we at teh road side waitin n tryin to get driver attention n c whether they will drive us out of that place mahx . . cuz i m hungry !! if wan walk . . it a very long walking journey !! wait walk till there tink tat i m hungry to death men . . hahah .. .. ..

then we go eat roti prata !! hahaha . . bt guyz r still in there fishin . . in the end they gt nth .. hahah . . while on the way back to find them . . at the mean time they are walkin out too . . we saw snail . . we are lookin n trying to get it on to the leaves . . bt in the end .. we get the snail n put it back to the grass . . we contiune walk . . then . . suddenly jadee scare us that duno wat happen to her leg . . n chey !! it juz a bean . . -_-''ll hahaa scare mi . . i thought wat happen . . izzit ghost . . omg . . cuz the road is dark n scary . . so ofcuz i will tink of tat 1st . . lol . .

after tat we are playin tricks on the guys . . we scraem n run away . . nt then eee at them give funny face all tis . . bt guess the guys juz duno wat we r doin bahx . . lolx . . n we will laughin all our way . . where as the guyz r juz tinkin tat wat we galz r tryin to do !! lol . .

then we took bus n alight a yishun . . we when to burger king to find mandy . . she was workin so serious tat we keep tookin at her she didnt realise at all . . hahaha !! after tat i take his frenz ic n ez link away !! hahah . . yeah !! i won . . lol . . the ic pic look so de funny !! lolx . . then jadee took mi into her side the mrt . . then i when to her house awhile . . haahha . .

it really a fun day !! it hard to describe the fun we r havin .. lol . . i really enjoy moii day alot . . muack . . love u ppl !! heex . .

in sch project

2005-07-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

nw in sch e plaza doin project . . haix . . guess is almost done . . nw waiting for them to rehearse on the speech . . so tired . . hhah . .

later meetin ling to teach her math .. ofcuz i study oso lahx . . lol !!

take care everyone !!

in sch again

2005-07-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

ermmm . . in sch again . . haix . . juz done moii html test not long . . Oh Moiii God die liao lahx . . i guess i will fail lorhx . . haix . . i make so much mistake . . sian . . bt luck enough . . moii project . . i gt 37/45 . . hmmm so happy . . rebb n danial !! luvve u guyz . . almost all is done by u all de . . muack !!

duno y moii eyes nw so pain nw !! arghx !! forget it !! hahah . . ermmm .. tmr cming back to sch again . . to do oral presentation with moii group ! die lahx . . haven do moii ppt slides . . sian diao !!

yeah realise le !! hahah . . . can go hm liao . . heex . . bb !!

alice birthday

2005-07-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

ermmm. . . all those photo is taken on [[ 09 07 05 ]] when we meet out to celebrate alice[s] birthday nehx . . keex . . havin fun tat day . . . ermmm nw is alice birthday le . . haha . . wish her a very very happy birthday nehx . . keex . . may she alwayz so de happy n cheerful . . keex . . take care !!

before we go to eat pizza hut . . i meet alice n we when to walk walk awhile . . n c wat . . we took photo !! yuppies !! we end up goin to PS early . . cuz very sian . . tehn 6 plus those guys came . . follow bt cc . . total there is 7 ppl . . heex . . hav our food order . .

then . . we will jokin n laughing . . n lame-ing . . . n playing . . haha . . there really alot of fun n joy . . hw much i hope alwayz can b so . . keex . .

after tat we walk frm ps to taka . . cuz alice meet yuhui at there . . then we when hm while they go sing song . . keex . . when we at cwp . . i singling they all saw mi . . they juz finish their movie . . haha . . then walk hm .. with those guy brought a 4% alcohol . . hahaha . .

after tat i when to meet korkor . . he treat mi eat ice cream . . i was so de full . . . ofcuz cant finish lahx . . he oso dun wanna help . . end up i bring it hm . . haha . . bt i really havin a fun day !!

** ALice[s] ~~ ermmm happy 18 birthday nehx . . may all ur wish can cm true . . n all the best in watever u do okiex . . hee . . angel bless u happy ever !! frenz forever !! muack . . keex . . take care !!

2005-07-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

muiimuii & alice[s] photo ~!!

2005-07-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

muiimuii & choochoo finally on our way hm !!

2005-07-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

the most jing dian photo during the day ~!! c where yude rite hand at !! hahaha

2005-07-10T22:44:00.001+08:00

took inside the toliet !! keex

2005-07-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

3 little gal Frenz !! miss u all . . .

2005-07-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

at pizza hut watin fer food !!

2005-07-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

it look sO de nicE !! i luvve it !!

2005-07-10T22:42:00.001+08:00

muiimuii luvve behind tat piano !!

2005-07-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

alice & muiimuii

sch sport day . .

2005-07-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

today when to stadium with singling n choon kiat . . cuz Woodgrove Secondary havin sports day at there !! the weather is good lorhx . . nt like moii past 5 years de sports day sure gt rain de . . sobbx . . somemore the weather is so coool n windy nehx . .

so long no c teacher le . . our sch gt 3 teacher is havin a huai yun !! omg . . hahha . . sad is mrs goh moii stella mummy is sick le . . sob . . hope she will hao hao take care . . miss her nehx . .

keex . . . tat biyu keep let mi wait n wait . . hate her arhx . . lol . .

take care everyone !!

in sch

2005-07-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

nw in sch . . later it another quiz again . . today jean was sick . . may she get well soon too . . recently moii fenz around mi alot liek gt sick . . may everyone b fine . . n take good care of their own health cuz i cant help to take care them !! may angel bless . .

ytd nite when i was usin com . . moii frenz told mi a very shockin news . . it really shock mi alot . . her gf had give birth to a baby . . nw the baby is aready 8 months old le . . wasnt tat shockin . . somemore both r stil studying . . omg . . really very shock . .

today i was abit over slpt . . dun feel like wake up frm moii bed . . it is so de comfortable . . heex . .
abt heng i m nt late in meetin huii mummy they all . . today there is a bad news . . haix . . i fail moii POM . . even thought i knw i sure fail de . . cuz i really duno moii pOm at all . . nw i was really dead for pOm . . muz really study le . . hope gt ppl can teach mi .. hahhaa . .

juz finish moii internet & web quiz . . gt pass lorhx . . 18/25 . . hahahha . . bt omg . . html test is comin . . it a writen test n nt quiz . . omg . . i hadf almost forget everyting . . bt i oso dun tink i ever really remember abt html lesson . . haix . . die le !!

today some ppl like no happy . . like everyone abit emotion . . haix .. .. .. may everone is fine . . hahhaa !! =p by tmr hav to give effective oral the project research to sister . . omg . . hahah . . n i hav nt do moii pOm project yet . . die lahx . . n oso need to study . . then friday is moii sec sch sport day . . duno goin mahx lehx . . then ling they all wanna go watch movie . . sat mayb goin celebrate alice[s] birthday . . duno hw . . no money le . . haix . . hope mummy will give mi money arhx . . haix . .

recently busy goin out . . bt i was happy with tis kind of life . . b guess i duno have enough money spend le . . haix . .

oral seminar

2005-07-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

today gt seminar !! bt is damn boring nehx . . somemore no place to sit lorhx . . so many ppl .. guess they should use auditorium lorhx . . somemore so hot . . n oso nt enough survery form. . . haix . . so de sian . .in the end i alone go hm . . haix . . bt suan le bahx . .

today in sch to moii surprise tat justin call mi . . he ask to go woodlands party world . . bt i havin seminar in 2 hrs time . . so sad !! then when go hm . . gt sms him . . still thought can go meet him . . bt end up dun hav . . . then . . hey !! when i gt out mrt . . i saw him !! so nice .. haha . . stil thought wont saw him de !! ermmm . . he wear so de formal . . haha .. anyway i oso wearin formal.. .. lolx . .

***( Kevin Goh Wee Leong Patch back with YALian !! ) stupid kelvin Doggy !!

2005-07-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

few day no blog le !! heex . . quite busy during the weekend !! bt i like tis kind of life !! hahah

saturday 2july

havin class gathering . . n we most of us ton over nite .. .. .. funny is we walk a very very long way !! we walk frm marina steamboat place to marina mrt then to another mrt*forget where we walk to le.heex* hhahah . . we oso took alot of photo . . wait i free i update all moii photo together lahx . . keex . . bt b4 we go get into to eat our steamboat . . we have waited jessie conny yude paul n joey for a very very long hrs . .. . very haix de lehx !! bt suan le lahx . . heex . . cuz i do enjoy moii day quite alot tat day !! heex . . we wait still morning to caught the 1st train . . n when back . . .

sunday 3rd july

after i gt hm . . i gone to shower . . n do some research for moii POM project . . it so hard to find abt teh POLC concept nehx . . omg !! mayb i m juz stupid duno hw to do !! after tat abt 9 pluz . . i faster iron moii clother n gt change n when down to tekong to find singling n biyu meimei !! and ofcuz meteor ppl lahx . . cuz they r havin a match against freedom . . . ofcuz meteor win !! they gt 100 pluz . . yeahx !! happy for them . . bt knw tat they play still very tired n no energy le . . weiwei even leg cramp still wanna gt up n contiune to play . . bt yet still hav to change again . . cuz leg pain !! who ask him bu ting hua . . .bt guess he is alrite nw . . heex . .

at there saw jinyao !! morning use com gt tok lahx . . then change bcm jinhai . . oso duno y . . so luan de !! hahah . . chat with them . . knw tat jinyao will go down c them play . . bt duno he will bcm the referee . . wat a lousy referee he is . . ahhaha . . duno hw to concentrate de . . lolx . . ermmm. . . c him like gt change lehx . . bt duno lehx . . no tok !!

while havin match david n kelvin hav a misunderstandin bahx . . cuz of her !! nt worth lahx . . dun quarrel with her lahx . . da ren bu ji xiao ren guo nehx . . i long long go down n join u all once . . muz give mi some face n dun quarrel mahx . .hahah !! bt after tat it arite lahx . . heex
then after match i join meteor ppl go cwp !! while on the way !! weiwei help mi took moii photo !! hahah . . usin his camera . . then i borrow n c lehx . . he bluff mi tat it is sound operate de . . even singling meimei oso bluff mi lohx . . so pei he the lorh they two . . join force n bluff mi . . hai shi ZhuDaGe hao . . tell mi hw to on !! heex . . than after we . . gone to walk awhile . . then ZhuDaGe n weiwei gt hm le . . while we all buy ting for huiru . . cuz birthday cmin . . heex . . they do their own cake . . while mi n kelvin when find her n pei her 1st . heex

we celebrate at cwp de b3 . . haha . . it was fun !! we oso took photo !! after tat when to play pool . . haha . . i so de stupid . . duno hw play . . they teach mi still very funny !! lol . .bt really fun !! then when hm n rest cuz i m too tired . . bt b4 slp gt to do account hmwk . . then midnite wake up to do POM research !! sobx . .

monday !! 4th july

ytd was juz another sch day . . bt sec sch n jc ppl no sch de !! so unfair =p . . sorry to huii mummy !! guess u knw y nehx . . really sorry . . today gt acc show n tell . . it acutally is goin fine . . bt in the end . . mandy start to b abit panic then dun wat she is doin le . . heex . .bt it is still fine !!

i need to slp !! no time !! sobbx

tuesday 5th july. today !!

today huii mummy was blur n so the was late . . bt it arite lahx . . bt sad end up gt to alone go sch . . heex . . bt if manday tell mi earlier . . still will gt gq or ZhuDaGe pei mi walk to sch nehx . . heex . .bt suan le nehx . .

today david beckam is in NYP today . . bt didnt c him . . cuz was eatin n chatin at fast food . . hahah . .. i ate alot of ting. . . guess i m gettin fat n fatter !! lolz . . i even eat brownies with ice cream . . keex . . taste great !!

thanKx Zhu Da Ge for lend calculator frm ur frenz . . . thanxk alot nehx . . n sorry disturb u lesson . . anyway u still owe mi cheese cake n cake !! =p

as for tmr . . hav to wear formal for seminar again . . i still blur blur tinkin of wearing shorts cuz tmr onli gt stat lesson . . where i hav forget abt th seminar !! ahahah . . so blur mi !!

gathering !!

2005-07-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

nw waitin fer time to pass to go to gatherin !! hahah . . duno hw the gathering will b ... will it b fun or another boring day ??! let wait and c ... hahah . .

ermmm . . ytd go out with arhx choo . . meet her at far east !! hahah . . she look quite different . . or tat wat i feel . . mayb too long no c her le bahx !! bt her she behave is still liek the past lehx . . ahhah . . after walk awhile . . we when bk . . i was eatin while she was doin her hmwk !! so de hard workin !! hahaha . .

gathering gatherin gatherin !! so de sad alice cant go leh . . haix . . bt may she is alrite !! take care alice !!

guess i shouldnt go watch meteor match tmr bahx . . mayb no ppl wish mi go bahx !! haix . . . take care moii frenz !! hhaha

friday !! meetin choo

2005-07-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

juz wait up . . acutally should help korkor off com de . . bt then .. . . decided tat b4 on com . . i should blog n tok abt wat had happen mahx . . heex . . if nt later u all no new news c liao . . hahah !!

later meeting meimei . . cuz pei her go taka take pay at 2 pm . . then abt evening time meetin arhx choo at cwp . . it galz tok time !! haha . . n i oso need to retink tat whether i should go gathering mahx lehx . . cuz of someting lahx . . haix . . bt i missy the class !! ermm . .. duno lehx . c hw bahx . as tmr i juz wan happy n nt bu happy de moment !!

So zhu de mii !! slp n slp n slp !!

no cure arhx !! haha

recently cuz of project . . realise tat i can slp dame long lorhx . . hahaha . . no choice lahx . . who ask mi b so Zhuuuu so love to slp so lazy de !! haha . . n oso love to eat de zhu !! i m really juz like a piggii lorhx . . wat zhu have i oso have . . slp eat lazy . . hahah !!
last nite have a weird n funny dream . . really duno hw to tell u all . . bt i knw like gt huii mummy n jean ah yi de haha . it hard to say !! heex . .

tink i really need go find a bf le bahx . . hahah !! take care everyone !! luvve u guyz !

2005-06-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

aiya !! lesson end !! gt go hm then contiune hahah

muackiex !!

pass

2005-06-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

yeah !! i pass moii internet n web quiz !! so de happy !! heex . . cuz i dun really gt study nehx . . heex . . so de heng . . lucky lehx !!

tmr meet ah choo i ting . . gt tings wanna tell her cuz haix . . last time frenship is juz de . . . haix !! suan le . . need to tell ah choo everyting on friday bahx . . hahaha . . n show her all msg . . bt past aready past !! so i dun care it anymore le . . juz wanna live a happy mi . . as i swear to u all . . last nite i even dream of moii ex . . by who care !! =p i still gt moii frenz n everyone . . even moii frenz dun wan mi . . i still gt moiiself !!

today huii mummy look stress up cuz of project . . she alwayz stress when ting get messy de . . may she dun alwayz so de stress n unhappy bahx . . cuz on monday when the thrumdrive do nt hav or stat project de folder . . bt her com gt lahx . . bt she scare dun have . . then she very stress up !! while i was helpin moii frenz to do tings . . n we hav a mini quarrel . . n haix . . bt everyting will b fine !! juz hope huiihuii mummy dun so stress n will b happy . . keex . . ofcuz nt juz her is all moii frenz ...

juz nw after sch . . when mummy they all alight gt tok to those guy !! hahah . . lucky gt tok if nt i will sian still die arhjx .. !! heex . nw very hao qi abt the aiai2 le .. haha

take care everyone !! muackiex . . yeah no sch tmr !!

project

2005-06-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

today so de tired !! haix . . doin project !! it seem tat everyting is nt goin so de smooth !! n moii temper is get poorer n poorer !! NOOOOOOOOooooo tat nt mi !! i cannt b so de !! muiimuii muz cheer up n happy happy de !! hahah !! sorry all moii frenz . . n all moii groups members . . moii temper is nt so good recently . . sorry !! and oso a Thankx u to u all fer helpin mi so much in moii project !! thanxk . . muackiex !! luvve u all nehx . . keex . .

1st day of sch

2005-06-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

ermmm . . start sch le !! keex . . nth much juz tat have to get a blazer fer moii formal wear i guess . . so tat i juz need to wear a normal top inside with the blazer . . hahaha !! n tat it i m done with moii formal wear for presentation . . heex . .

yeah !! today gt to knw moii accounts marks for ica1 n yes i pass . . i gt 17/25 . . even it juz pass i m very happy . . cuz i thought i will fail it . . heex . . so de happy lorhx . . keex . . bt nw duno hw moii pOm result . . haix . .

thankx jadee edit the photo fer mi !!

heex . . take care everyone !! n once again !! today is moii meimei sing ling birthday . . i here by wish her happy birthday again . . heex . . may all ur wish cm true n do take care okiex . . !!

bbq fer singling birthday celebration !!

2005-06-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

ytd we have a birthday celebration with at vista park !! the celebration is fer moii dearest meimei = singling de . . . i wake up so de early *to mi call early le* juz to do someting special fer her . hope to c her smile c her happy !! keex . . n guess wat !! i did it . . she really is happy to c it !! tell u all nehx . . .

tat ting is :

even it juz a photo !! a photo of meteor . which ling is the manager !! and yes meteor rox !! meteor rulerz !! even they gt few player . . bt they have the heart fer basket ball . . n i knw they can de !! meteor r the best !!

after i edit finish the photo . . i acutally xiang back to moii bed n slp de . . bt cant get to slp . . met biyu at 1 . . bt i was late again . . keex . . i dun mean it de !! heex . we when get ling her present . . n gt the photo develop out . . it juz waste moii energy to bring the diskette down . . cuz i can juz use moii mnc card to develop the photo . . sommore the diskette juz nt respone . . mean i didnt use it to develop photo out de nehx . .

bt luck it can b develop out. . keex . . after go causeway point buy singling present . . we gone to her house to help her mummy carry bbq ting . . n luck gt we 2 gal . . if nt duno hw her mummy gt ting down to vista park fer bbq . . cuz all guyz juz nv turn up de lorhx . .

during the bbq i was keep eatin n eatin . . ghahah . . n didnt bbq any food at all . . heex !! as i was been lazy !! lolx . dunno y meteor ppl ride mi i was juz fine . . bt yude ride mi will oso give mi present of scar !! so de sad . . i nv ever ask yude to ride mi !!

sad is i moii stomach was abit nt feelin well . . n when hm early . . thankx biyu n kelvin pei mi hm . . so sad moii "sister" so de mei liang xin . . i nt feelin well oso no care !! haix . . so de mei liang xin ! sobbx !!

bt after gone hm. . feelin better then . . they say go mei house ton . . so i join them lahx . . cuz gt fun mahx . . heex . . watch ghost movie . . so scare . . mayb like scare moiiself oso . . bt then the stupid chon kiat n kelvin end up slpz b4 the show end . . still say pei mi watch de . . haix . . if "sister" there mayb he will really pei mi watch still end bahx !! lolx

anyway . . after watchin i oso slp awhile le . . hahah . . then they get up wanna go fer basketball trainin . . n fer mi i ofcuz is go hm slpz lahx . . heex . . thankx chon kiat ride mi hm . . heex . . n sorry kelvin let u two walk . . keex . .

oh moii god !! today is lazy day of mooii holiday !! n yet i have nt manage moii account n pOm !! hw . . i m goin die fer tis two module . . sobbx . . may angel bless mi !! ohya . . happy birthday bei fen !!

2nd day of rebond

2005-06-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

today was another day tat i have been slpin n slpin !! even it holiday bt oso no go out play . . cuz no ppl pei bahx . . so sad !! haix . . it so boring . . i was slpin stil late afternoon again !! haix . . knwin tat i keep forcin moiiself to slp cuz nt wanting to get up n doin nth to do !!

tmr is moii meimei singling birthday celebration le . . she is havin bbq at vista park !! so it another bbq at vista park again le . . hahha . . hope i will have a fun nite tmr !! if nt i really will sian still die arhx !!

wanna study abit after i woke up bt then . . haix . . c le oso dun feel like readin !! i knw i die for POM n accounting !! haix . . goin to start sch le n yet i still have manage tis two module . . didnt i swear i die oso muz manage tis 2 module so i wont fail moii ICA2 . . haix . . guess i left sunday to study n do moii tutrioal bahx . . cuz tmr will b singling bbq day . . will sure play still very very "early" de . . then suday sure slp still very late de . . where gt time to study n do tutorial !! die le lahx . . .

i wanna change moii life !! i findin moii life is been so meaningless . . wat can i do to change it !! i wanna lead a life full of fun n joy !! who can help to change moii life !!

moii day

2005-06-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

so sad ytd while watching tv realise tat i lost the friendship band tat i n huiihuii mummy buy together de . . sad . . . gt sms mummy tell her bt she nt in singapore. . bt when saw her online gt tell her . . sad lehx . . when i realise it is missin i fast go find . . bt yet cm find . . sorry huii mummy !! very de sorry . . .

today mummy gt go sch do project . . knw she very de sian . . cuz i nt around mahx . . hahaha. . sorry mummy i nv fly ur kite nor abandon u . . ohya thanxk mummy brought another friendship band . . luvve u sia . . ppl dun missunderstand ! i m straight de !!

today wait up very early . . at abt 8am . . nan de no sch i still wake up so early nehx !! keex . . somemore slp very "early" at 4 pluz i guess !! nw abit slpy le . . hahaah

ermmm . . today quite happy bahx . . cuz juz get moii hair done. . *tat chew choo fly moii kite bt she dun meant it de lahx* bt hor . . oso abit no happy . . cuz moii fringe nt nice lehx . . sobbx . . wait it long i will cut moii self !! =p

sentosa photo

2005-06-23T01:55:00.001+08:00

Sentosa Trip

13/06/05

sorry fer moii late up date of sentosa fun dayz !!

i edit it into small picture combind together .

above is musical fountain . . .

i 1st time c nehx . very very nice !!

below is beach time !!

thankx moii frenz fer givin such a fun n nice dayz !!

luvve u guyz !! muackiex !!

korkor is back

2005-06-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

ermmm . . juz nw go meet moii tianmu korkor !! he is back frm china !! hahah gt to c his photo again . . gt some nice nice picture !! keex . . thank korkor buy mi acute cute ting . . hahah !! take care kor !! i missy justin CAR !!

late

2005-06-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

oh moii god !! i was late !! i surpose to met huiihuii the at woodlands de . then go sch meet zhi juan n mandy de . . bt i over slept !! so sorry galz !! really very sorry . . i oso duno y will overslpt . . bt thankx to huiihuii who did call mi . . if nt i duno i will slpz still when

when sch did our project . . all of them seem very stress up . . hope everyone will cheer up n nt so stress !! take care moii frenz . . after tat mi n huiihuii when to sch library use laptop cuz her laptop no batt again !!

after tat hungry liao mi n huiihuii when bishan . . we walk n eat . . hahaha . . in the end over hungry liao . . then when long john eat . . ghahah . . sms disturb zhu da ge . . ghahaha . . in the end we ask zhu da ge cm down pei us . . haha . . we all walk n disturb n joke . . haha . .

then when go hm . . xiang eat cheese cake . . mi n david when cwp . . then in the end go mos buy cheese cake . . acutally wanna treat him de . . bt duno y in the end is he treat mi !! bt thankx anyway . . bt he next time gt nice tings eat should save some for mi tis love eatin dde Zhu xiao mei lorhx !! keex

meteor match

2005-06-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

today wake up very early . . juz slp abt 4 hrs . acutally singling sms wake mi up le . . bt then lazy to reply her . . after awhile david call mi up . . tis one cannt dun ans cuz he will b ride mi to 515 c them play match de . . acutally he say dun wanna wake mi up de cuz i slp very "early" n knw i after match i goin out . . tinkin hw he knw de . . then he say i sms gt tell him . . i oso abit forget le . . hahaha bt he wan mi go c match mahx . . then go lahx . . sad is . . he shold ride mi go de . bt.. . ... in the end he realise tat he bicycle no air !! sobx zhu da ge cheated mi !!

bt stil gt go . . who ask him oso duno in the 1st place . . walk to met him n wei . . omg c the two of them eatin banana look so funny n cute !! hahaha . . sad i nan de go c them play match lehx . . yet they loss !! bt oso cant blame them . i knw they did their best le . somemore they so long no play n train for bb le . . zhu da ge still need 20 point to meet singling target which is 30 !! tat day onli shoot 10 point . . !! bt they really did their best le . . c them play so hard n somemore when they wanna like fall down fall down really scare mi lehx . . feel so jing zhang c them play match . . hope next time c them play match they will WIN !!

after their match singling when to CO . then i with they all 1st cuz waitin fer Zhu to ride mi to mrt station . bt they restin 1st . after tat he ride mi go mrt station lorhx . . then they two gal which is BENJAWAN n HSIYIN was late !! bt thankx zhu da ge pei mi wait fer them !! haha . .

after tat mi n them go kbox sing song . . acutally wanna sing 11 to 2 pm de . . bt it full le . . so sad .. . so iin the end we sing 1 to 6 pluz de . . each pay 14 bucks . . the price is normal lorhx . . bt i broke liao !! sobx . . while in the room i was goin crazy lorhx . . keep playin n playin . . hahah . . bt sad is realise tat i sing so awful !! sobbx . . bt fun is the most important ting .. keex . .

after tat when goin hm . . they dun really gt tok to mi .. haix . . suan liao . . ahhaah . . in the end we all go hm le . . teah can slp le . . keex . . abit tired nehx . .bt sad is we all nv take photo at all !!

hope our class gatherin faster cm !! keex . . miss everyone !! n may meteor can win all the rest of their match !! all the best guyz !!

biyu birthday

2005-06-17T03:43:00.000+08:00

Ermmm . . so long then update wat happen on the 17th of june . so sorry everyone !! today is biyu (moii look alike mi de meimei~) , yicksing(moii hao singsing !!) n daphne(moii new classmate ~!) Birthday !! biyu is 15 n singsing n daph is 18 years old le . . ermmm next time can bring mi tis kampong gal go play le . cuz i m oso 18 liao nehx ~!!

wish all of them happy birthday . . n celebrate biyu birthday !! meet her n ah ling (moii meimei too) after doin moii project in sch !! wo~~ they wear until so nice n chio n gently nehx . . !! like first time c them like tat wear worhx . . !! mayb i nv go out with them bahx . should go out with them often . bt they muz ask mi then can lahx . . keex . . !! okiex back to the topic ~ after meet them go walk awhile with them n huiihuii n mandy . after tat mi n moii two meimei go watch movie . ghost train !! ermmm nt tat nice lehx . . no head no end like tat de . . n nt tat scary !! more scary the better . can care moii ownself mahx !! later we oso gt take picture . . take until very funny .. heex

biyu + singling + mi = Sister Forever
i was so de hungry tat i eat cheese cake again !! keex . . . moii love of cheese cake will nt less bt will increase more n more ~~! muack !! i wan cheese cake cheese cake too !! keex . after tat we go vista point wait for rex kelvin n jingyi to cm . i was so de hungry nehx !! then tat rex use a fake cover wanna change moii real nokia hp cover . back lehx him !! while eatin they all r so de lame give those qian bian wen da ti . . sorry wo shi ben dan so i guess all wrong de . after we eat we go meet yalian n david . . then singling n kelvin go get the cake for biyu while we all go vista park first !!

ermmm . . can say i saw someting i shouldnt c lahx . . hope tat gal wont keep flirtin around lorhx . . they all so lousy tat their plan is ruin by the wind . . bt overall they gt siabo biyu !! poor meimei !! i m innocent de . . . . . . while david they all go hm some of us still there . . they all go back early cuz tmr they gt basketball match . . bt later kelvin is back . . he ride bicycle . . he gt ride mi then gt tok abt he n tat gal . . i feel tat . . tat gal dun worth to hav the love frm kelvin . . hope he can forget her bahx !!

ohya !! tis 1 cannt forget to say de . . hope justin c liao will happy i mention his car lorhx . . hahah . . tat day justin n his frenz gt cm down woodlands then he gt cm moii house de blk lahx . . introduce his frenz to mi . . then ask him drive mi around . . hahah . . oh moii god !! his car is nice lorhx . . very de chio . . first time seat his car lehx !! hahah if can the better is he can cm often n drive mi go rounding . . keex . . cuz i love sit in car . especially is when xin qing no good can go rounding all tis is the best !! bt hope is gt ppl pei . . .

justin car !! chio lehx !!

ermmm muz go slp liao . . tmr mayb goin watch them play match n oso go kbox . . so de tired !!

2005-06-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

thankx mummy for ur ting nehx !
luvve euu !!
muackx !

our walkin outin !

2005-06-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

today when back sch for stat project !! so sad i gt b stat project leader !! bt nvm who ask mi so de suai !! tok until abt 12 pluz then leave sch le. .

then miie n huiihuii when causeway point walk walk eat eat . . hahah . . eat alot tings again . . we even at mos burger each buy a large milk tea with the max of 6 milk n today i eat cheese cake le . . i luvve it !! yummiex !! hahah

then we go take photo again le . . heex . . when i edit hao le then update give u all c bahx. . cuz recently need do project . . alot photo haven update yet . . sorry nehx . . me gt holiday oso dun look like gt holiday !! so sad . . !!

our cutiiex photo nehx !!

2005-06-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

our top photo !! i been murder !! sobbx !!
luvve euu . . muackmuackiex !!
~*[[ hmuiihmuii ]]*~

huiihuii lorh

2005-06-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

aiya !! today when back sch do internet n web de project !! so tired . . feel like slpin arhx . . hahaa . . omg today they all r so quiet . . so nt use to eat . . i MISS huiihuii *she ask mi blog de. . she hint[ing] mi ti say miss her de !!* bt oso miss huiihuii mummy lehx . . miss her to laugh n play with mi !!

go sch saw mr PERVERT !! no lahx juz moii frenz isk n his class which oso is ZhuDaGe de class !! when ZhuDaGe cm out they call mi . . . eEeeee the drink is damn eeEee lorhx . . say ask mi drink say it is nice !! eeEeeee . . . . . .

ohya . . . realise tat i n justin always no fate de . . cuz he cm woodlands then i at yck liao . . nt then last time ask mi go sing song oso no go . .haix no fate arhx . . !! still waitin for chances to sit his car !! hahaha

tmr still gt project need do . . . hope wont as tired as today . . heex . . take care . .

1st day holiday

2005-06-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

today is moii first day of holiday . . bt then sad is still hav to go back sch to do project for tis whole week . . if project no finish mayb next week still have to back sch do . .

i was late for meetin mandy . . so sorry !! bt then poor for jinting group cuz tat Ben Xiao Qiang was even late . . they should meet at 9 i guess bt he juz woke up tat time !! after mandy call him up . . hw bad of him . . then when they doin project . . still get scolded frm tat xiao qiang lorhx. . .i juz been kind wanna help him check whether he gt blur blur put wrong mahx . . then he shout at mi . . so de bad !! still finish moii sweet lehx . . sobbxsobx. . . . . .

today i was quite angry . . bt then i knw wat i wan nw . . huiihuii thankix u alot . . i m glad tat i knw u . . cuz u do help mi alot . . nv leave mi alone . . cuz i scare alone de i scare lonely de . . thankx u alot !! muackiex !!

to huiihuii , all moii frenz , the whole world n moii dearest angel i luvve u all !! i swear to u all at tis moment tat i will nt tink of him i will give up on him cuz i knw he dun worth mi doin so to him !! i still hav moii frenz , moii sister , moii zhu da ge , moii meimei , all moii frenz , the whole world n moii angel by moii side !! i swear !! tis is moii promise to u all . . . i will keep moii promise de . . !! luvve euu all . . muackmuackiex ~!!

even i will feel alone . . feelin sad . . bt wat can i do . . still waitin for ppl to love mi bahx . . hao bu xiang live in the single life worhx . . feelin lonely nehx . .

moii luan[s] day !!

2005-06-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

nw i feel so de luan[s] !! he give mi such a big surprise !! wasnt everyting over 2 months ago . y he wan suddenly call mi n tell mi . . i dun wan knw anyting !! i dun wan ans his call . . he had miss call mi so much after i msg him . . say tat gt someting important to tell mi !! bt wo bu xiang ans the call . . mayb i juz wanna avoid more pain more sadniess !!

befor tis happen i still thought i can put him down totally bt realise it hard !! haix . . suan le everyting is over le mahx . . oso braek 2 months liao !!

hao xiang gt ppl love n dote n pamper worhx !!

moii Sentosa Tourist Trip !!

2005-06-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

moii Sentosa Tourist Trip !!

oh moii god !! it 7 liao . . !! mi n huiihuii suppose to wake up at 6.30 de. . .we r late. . .bt y didnt we wake up . i did put alarm de arhx . i remember clearly de !! feel so tired . cuz slp juz abt an hour pluz. . .

do ting do ting do ting. . .n i was oso takin moii own sweet time !! hhahah. . .sorry !! get out of hm. . .take bus 900 saw mr ma guo quan *moii another SISter* tok awhile as he is goin sch for lesson !! then on bus saw ahmad ! then we took another bus 963 to harbourfront . . .

when we reach le realise tat juan they all did change the time to meet. . .bt none of us knw. . .so~~we n the guy go eat lorhx !!cuz i very hungry . kkeex . . . then tat daniel say all stupid tings. . .hhhaa !! so de lame . . . bt if no lame then no fun le !! n leonard *moii SISter* still even ask gt wear bikini mahx so loud liek scare ppl wont knw like tat . . scare i wont paiseh arhx . . btw SISter y u nv wear bikini !! lolx

arrive at palawan beach !! faster put sun block !! take it frm leonard too . apply many many . . . hahaha . .

oh moii god !! it 7 liao . . !! mi n huiihuii suppose to wake up at 6.30 de. . .we r late. . .bt y didnt we wake up . i did put alarm de arhx . i remember clearly de !! feel so tired . cuz slp juz abt an hour pluz. . .

do ting do ting do ting. . .n i was oso takin moii own sweet time !! hhahah. . .sorry !! get out of hm. . .take bus 900 saw mr ma guo quan *moii another SISter* tok awhile as he is goin sch for lesson !! then on bus saw ahmad ! then we took another bus 963 to harbourfront . . .

when we reach le realise tat juan they all did change the time to meet. . .bt none of us knw. . .so~~we n the guy go eat lorhx !!cuz i very hungry . kkeex . . . then tat daniel say all stupid tings. . .hhhaa !! so de lame . . . bt if no lame then no fun le !!

arrive at palawan beach !! faster put sun block !! take it frm leonard *moii SISter* too . bt bu hao yi si use his . apply many many . . . hahaha . . thankx moii huiihuii n jean help mi apply moii back ! keex . . . muackiex ai si u all le . . . if nt i sure will get burn de . . bt while we will applyin sun block lotion some guy walk towards us for help of a 30 cm hair long. . .so help lorhx. . .take moii hairx . . n help then get photo too . . . in the end realise tat they are frm the same army camp as moii god korkor de . bt korkor no go . . .

yeah . . . nw is save to get into water . . . they all say push jean into water . . . in the end i m the onli one doin it n then follow by mandy n huiihuii turn to get wet wet !! heex . we will then playin water . it so cool to b inside the water . hahaha . long no play le . . . heex

after gettin put of water . feel so de cold . bt are still eatin potato chipz with out wash hands . keex . . later on when juanz alison tingting amy daph rebb they all cm . me n huiihuii go buy drink n food . hahaha . .

juz keep gettin in to the water n play . those guyz then took the volleyball n play near de water the ball even gt into the water . bt they say cannt get into water de . first time knw volleyball gt into water will burst de !! omg so scary !!

after tat we go take pic around . . eee i dun like moii hair !! so ugly . . photo oso no nice like tat lehx . . who ask mi no nice so photo oso no nice mahx . . hahhax . . took quite alot pic . . waitin for huiihuii send mi those picture . . wait she send mi le then i show u all bahx . . !!

we oso celebrate daph birthday early . the brought the cream hav melted . they shouldnt throw away should pour it on her mahx . . hahaha . . in the end say all push daph down . . bt again . . in teh end is i push her moii self . . hahaa . . bt nvm lahx . . cuz it her birthday mahx . . . celebrate for her . . heex . . tehn when gt to land alison smash a pic of cake on her bt the cake is brougth frm 7 11 de so it is hard lehx . . no fun . . hahaha . . we even took class photo !! yyippex !! muackiex happy early birthday daph . . today then realise u 18 tis year . . . keex

then b4 go when all the way to the big shower room. . bt oso gt many ppl so huiihuii jean n mi wash our hair at the open space n then get into the bath room to contiune shower !! took a long time . . . hahaha . . end up onli we four go watch musical fountain . . it moii first time watch it too . . it so de beautiful !! really nice !! when go hm there is so many ppl we end up walk out of sentosa usin our own leg !!

sorry frenz i juz feel sian so i end up so quiet !! very sorry !!

bt guess still hav a nice day !! bt if gt plan game will b more fun . . heeex . . . hope to gather again !! keex take care everyone !! luvve u all !! muack !

tmr sentosa !!

2005-06-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

so long no blog le . . . sorry moii frenz n those readin moii blog . . . recently gt5 ting happen too. . .bt wan say oso abit forget le. . .kkeex. . .so c wat i remen=mber then i say bahx !! heex

i finally havin a term break for moii sch le !! so happy !! juz nw still gt moii internet & web test. . .okiex lorhx. . gt pass. . .then oso gt back moii oral communication de result le. . .yeah ~! i passZ !! gt 31 n 35 over 50 for ica 1 n 2 !! not bad lah ! cuz 1st ica acutally i do nth bt yet i can get tis kind of result. . .it good enought le. . .kkeex. . .

juz nw in sch oso busy askin ppl do survey !! nt really tired ! bt then ~~ nv manage to finish. . .so durin moii term break have to back sch n do again. . .btw muz thankx all moii frenz. . .specially moii ZhuDaGe n his classmate . . . kaiyun n her classmate oso lahx. . .thank u all alot for helpin mi do survey nehx. . .really thank u Zhu Da Ge. . .ai si ni meng le !!muackiex !!ohya. . .and oso thankx xinyi for tellin mi kaiyun is under design de. . .hahaa

nw ms LIM HUIHUI at moii hm. . .tok n tok on the phone !! leave mi alone. . . so de sad . . . !!haix !! suan liao ~~ tmr goin sentosa. . .hope everyone will go ! keex. . .may tmr is a nice day. . .anyting happen to moii frenz eariler on will acutally b find n good like last time again. . .

today read le moii meimei singling de blog. . .she sound so sad. . .alot ting happen to her. . .duno wat really happen. . .bt guess knw abit. . .hope moii meimei will happy n cheer up cuz she will alwayz hav mi tis jiejie !!

today oso abit sad !! abit xiang dao him again !! hao xiang go teletubies hill n hide worhx. . .guess at there no ppl will found mi there bahx. . .haix. . .oso tat i realise or mayb i tink too much lahx. . .a ting tat i dun hope so de do happen. . .haix. . .oso realise tat some frenz may have some disagreement or misunderstanding or even mayb nt happy abt each other bt then may everyting will b alrite bahx !! i really hope so !!

may everyting will b fine !! thankx Zhu da ge again !!

slp until 4 pluz

2005-06-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

ermmm. . .today i slp until 4 pluz wake up. . .is 4 pm pluz then wake up de nt 4 am pluz nehx. . .hahahx.. . . .bt is 4 am pluz then Zzz. . .even i had Zzz for 12 hrs bt abit still wanna Zzz lehx. . .kkeex. .no wonder i m really zhu xiao mei lahx. . .hahahx

die lahx. . .i haven buy moii top for monday de presentation nehx. . .muz go buy le. . .haix. . .abit start to scare for monday de presentation lehx. . .omg !

recently knw tat huiihuii abit feelin down bahx. . .haix. . .guess she miss mi ! hahahax. . .hope she will cheer up cuz gt mi !

oso tat recdently moii frenz around mi like quite suai lehx. . .tat time jean loss her hp. . .then recently moii another classmate shima oso loss her hp. .huiihuii mp3 siao siao de. . do ting oso nt smooth. . .jean oso once fall down. . .i oso loss moii ezlink. . .haix. . .too many ting happen le. . .may tis month everyting will change n bcm smooth for everyone bahx. . .

haix. . .ytd he sms mi tell mi he change no. liao . . .haix. . .duno wat to do. . .hao xiang gt ppl love mi worhx. . .i miss those beautiful starz bahx. . .haix. . .i wanna to live in the world of love n starz. . .wwith everyone around mi happy happy de. . .i n moii frenz everday go out play n hav fun. . .everyday can c those beautiful starz. . .haix. . .bt guess it is hard for moii wish to cm true

may angel bless everone !

at jean hm

2005-06-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

nw at huiihuii SINGAPORE home which is jean de hm. . .keex ! nth to do wan go hm le. . .b4 i go i will juz blog bahx. . .today abit moody. . .xin qing no good ! xiang go teletubies hill watch starz orhx. . .haix. . .no ppl pei so have to go moiiself bahx. . .haix. . .so sad !

so long no blog

2005-06-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

ermmm so long nv blog le. . .if wan tok abt wat happen. . .guess gt alot need to say bahx. . .bt nw in sch lehx. . .mayb start with abit bahx. .cuz i oso abit forget liao nehx. .heex. . .

ermmm.. ..tingting tell mi a webby for mi to get online in sch. . .soooo good hahaha !i tink i go hm then blog le. . .nw online n chat bahx. . .kkeex

2005-05-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

omg..was juz tryin to do moii ICA project of Expressions International..it was abit diffcult to find those details..bt muz jia you nehx.. ...aready is ben dan liao..can nt no study le..kkeex

nw monday is comin soon..moii other secondary sch frenz will happily go sch..whereas for mi it the day of moii ICA startin..all moii module i dun seen to knw at all..will i fail ? or god will bless mi ?

juz nw afternoon chat with mandii abt account..in the end we will juz crap abt ting..even i no eat crap ! hahaa..

ohya do u guyz knw in the poker card which king is the most stupid one ?
go guess bahx..hhahah if duno juz take the four king out n c..mandii ask de
wan ask leave mi a msg n tell mi bahx..kkeex

hav a nite mare last nite

2005-05-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

wat a scary nitemare wake mi up frm moii dream ytd nite...it was so de scary.. ...n then slowly feel tat i hardy can breath..feel so xin ku..then i woke up..moii heartbeat was so de fast..feelin so scare...sms him bt he oos no reply mi..haix..after tat abit dun dare to slpZzz bt then fall aslp again..lucky tis time nth happen..

wat i wan was juz care n concern frm

the person i luvve or who luvve mi

many time tings do happen

bt who should i turn to ?

i duno !

wat i wan is so simple

bt y i dun feel it at all ?

where all moii frenz gone to ?

i dun wan feel lonely anymore

bt who can save mi out of tis ?

duno yet still waitin n waitin n still waitin ! !

after meetin david

2005-05-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

juz wake up frm moii bed no "long" ago.. ..feel so de sian.. ..juz nw after reach hm go shower le..cuz weather is so de hot lorhx..then feel very tired no blow dry hair then go slpZzz le..

today hai hao lahx..nt tat sian..oso nt tat happy lehx...hahaax..oso gt abit xiang dao him..guess ye bu xiang go xiang him bahx.. ..haix..cuz xiang him le u so wat..it still like tat arhx...tings wont change bahx...haix... ...i dun wan keep moiiself so sian n alone liao..cuz if nt i will tink of him..tat y today i join david go sch..hahhaa.. ..then join they all go play pool bt i duno hw play de lehx..kkeexx... ...juz go there c...

bt zhu da ge aready good liao lorhx...nv leave mi alone.. ..really is moii hao sister..hahaha..join his class realise tat oppx zhu da ge de class quite quiet de lehx...some of them lahx.. ..ohya..today one of them the guy birthday..happy birthday to him...oppx sorry forget the person name..hahaah.. ..

ohya oso muz thankx zhu da ge de daddy who send us hm nehx..i feel so paiseh to sit infront lehx..zhu da ge leave mi alone sia...sobbx arhx..somemore when wan go his daddy lorry there oppz still saw another "sister" hahahax..he join in lorhx..ermmm...bt they both let mi alone sit in front very de bu hao yi si nehx ! kkeex

hao xiang go teletubies hill watch star again worhx..tat really a nice place..i luvve it ! kkeex

pass moii quiz

2005-05-27T06:15:00.000+08:00

ermmm.. ..ytd nite at lesson doin the internet quiz.. .. Yeah ! finally pass again liao.. ..so happy ! ermmm..ytd release quite early lehx cuz oso nv learn much mahx..juz learn hw to do advance search usin tat webby..so wu liao..since no quiz on tat then Who Care ! =p

wake up so de early cuz nth to do mahx..oso no sch.. ..so de wu liao..nv go out..lazy plan to go out..frenz oso no plan..then no go lorhx.. ..then very sian arhx...then pei tat zhu da ge go poly..haix..really nth to do sia...hahaahx...ask him pei mi take bus..kkeexx...if most of the time go sch he can pei then good lorhx...i wont feel so sian liao...hahaha...gt to go out le..if nt late liao..bb

singling kor birthday bbq

2005-05-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

wa ! ~ so de tired worhx . . . juz wake up frm bed nt long..kkeex.. ..bt still feel tired lehx.. ..heex..cuz today mornin 7 plus then slpzZZ de mahx..so mi nt to blame wan.. ..bt feel very happy nehx..

ermmm...go bbq found moii look alike SISter, Biyu ! hahah ~ n finially saw Huiru liao.. heeeheh.. .. ..singling mummy oso moii mummy *hahah* so de good.. ..still wan make more cake give us eat nehx..yummiex i luvve it !

listen quite someting out frm Biyu Singling n ZhuDaGe.. ..bt stupid ZhuDaGe nv say wat de..keep change moii topic..evil ! after bbq they decided go singling hm ton.. ..bt i nv stay over nite lehx.. ..cuz 4 pluz go le.. ..

wat happen at meimei*singling* hm is very boring..mi n ZhuDaGe wan bored until die liao.. ..then duno y mi n him start to Fight ! Beat, Ticker, Pinch, Pull, Push & etc all included ! the 2 of us make meimei laugh until crazy liao..hahhaahx.. .. ..play n laugh until so tired arhx.. .. ..he even go meimei room learn hw to play "er hu" hahah.. ..bt mi so de stupid learn oso dun understand.. ..no wonder is ben dan.. ..ZhuXiaoMei lahx ! ~

after play n joke force tat ZhuDaGe send mi hm.. ..then mei hungry so we go eat lahx..in the end go 888 plaza eat.. ..the noodle nt nice de..sobbx.. .. ..bt muz thankx moii tat ZhuDaGe who keep cycle mi tis ZhuXiaoMei *so fat & tall* around frm place to place.. ..still goto a secret place with mei n kelvin watch moon n star ! Oh Moii God ! it really very beautiful very very nice de.. ..Really ! i no lie de ! i love tat nite sky ! luvve it !

**thankx moii ZhuDaGe..sorry to hai u so de tired.kkeexn moii meimei u no worry..no matter wat mi tis jie jie will alwayz by ur side de.. ..i Swear ! so no worry**

stupid com

2005-05-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

omg...moii com siao liao...will auto off de..then moii crazy korkor (real korkor) duno y go reformat moii com...all moii song all tis gone liao..sobxsobx...reformat le oso no use de..haix..moii song..moii picture.. .. ..sobbxsoobx !

haix...feelin sick ! hao xiang gt ppl at moii side take care n look after mi worhx...cook give mi eat feed mi with medicine take mi go c doctor..hahah..bt hard lahx.. .. ..

recently tinkin tat wat mi n him acutally is..wat should i do abt our relationship..haix..i oso duno...dun y he sometime juz wan find mi quarrel.. ..or mayb i tink too much..dun care arhx..haix...tink n tink bt still haven n duno wat to do.. .. ..somemore sick liao arhx...haix...

so sad

2005-05-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

in sch again le..juz finish moii compute quiz..haix..fail le..get 10/25.. .. ...bt i very sian..nt cuz of the quiz.. .. ..bt cuz of him.. .. ..duno wat to do.. ..very bu kai xin...tinkin of wan forget him le..bt it juz seem hard to do it.. .. ..ask moii sister David ah hao tat zhu da ge..bt he oso duno..haix.. .. ..

wat to do ? ! wat to do ? ! wat to do ? !

david they all orientation

2005-05-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

haix...today pei DAVID Ivan YeeTeng Isk go sch for their orientation.. ...bt then horhx ~~cuz last nitre tok to Ivan then to DAVID on phone.. ...then in The End i slp at abt 1am.. ...bt then acutally i wan slp early de cuz i tired de..bt tok until nt tired le.. ...then...morning moii alarm no rang..somemore i set at the Wrong day for moii alarm too..wat a stupid mi ! i really shi beng dan ! sobbxsoobx.. .. .. DAVID tat Zhu Da Ge sure very happy to c i say i beng dan de...

lucky is tat Zhu Da Ge gt call mi..if nt i really duno i will slp until wat time nehx..cuz i so Zhu (^(oo)^ ) de mahx..hahaha.. ..can slp until afternoon arhx...then i dun need lesson liao...oso muz thankx him lahx...

BT THEN.. .. ..i wait for them after moii 12pm lesson..wait until they finish orientation..i sms DAVID tell him after orientation they all cm mac here find mi.. ...somemore moii hp low batt..tat y after say le.. ..mi ALONE wait for DAVID THEY all until 7pm then i leave..worst is tat in The End i go hm moiiself.. .. ..as they nv appear..so SAD lehx..really very very SAD..wait for them then they like tat..leave withour mi.. ...sobbxsoobx.. .. ..

juz nw play badminton with moii class ppl..omg...the GUYz play sOooo Well ! n i m the lousy.. ..dun need to say de..bt still play..cuz very sian lahx..kkeex.. .. ..play until hand abit pain liao nehx.. .. ..too long no play le bahx..tat y liek tat... ...bt today playin badminton is fun..Waitin so long no FUN !

after waitin sOOOOooooo long..i ALONE go hm..b4 tat go cwp..hey ! i saw conny ! her hair is black..is those very very Black de Black..feel it nt like her..abt weird weird to c her in black hair de..nt use to it at all..hahhax..

today oso gt xiang dao him.. ..oso gt sms him bt he no reply..gt abit worry abt him..n tink more abt him too..haix.. .. ..may GOD bless him ! !

2005-05-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

juz finish moii shower feel so FRESH ! hahhaa..today morning was sOOooo cold bt after tat was a hot n warm day..haix...when morning wan go take bus go mrt station cha yi dian lost moii way to the bus stop nehx..kekeex

whole day abit sian diao lorhx cuz gt oral ICA1 ! sian...no do anyting...teacher oso dun let do other day..evil ! die totally lorhx...gt help frm moii 2 "sister" ivan n guoquan...thankx moii SiS ! kkeex..gt change treat u all eat lahx..muackz.. ...bt even tat still die until clear clear..guess sure fail moii ica liao...do until so lousy.. ...

so sad..cuz during our 4hrs break we all (gt mi huiihuii mandyy jeann leonardd daniell) went to junction 8..then jeann loss her hp...soobbx...

then after sch when to hospital c moii grandmum...she so funny cuz the doctor nt yet give her any medicine to relieve pain de bt she told the doctor sfter eatin the medicine she dun feel pain liao..hahahah..may moii grandmum can get well soon.. ...

today quite miss him too...duno y lehx...listen song oso xiang dao him...everytime xin qing no good oso xiang dao him...may he alrite...hope he take care too...

miss him 14th so much

2005-05-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

today is 14th again lehx...where 4 months ago of today is when we r together n agreed to share our happiness n sorrow.. ...even he broke up with mi, bt i knw he love mi bt he juz dun wan mi chi ku dun wan mi lead a poor or no good life which he cant giv mi anyting where he cant c the front road of his own future...

hao xiang him juz like wat Jolin hao xiang ni tat song like tat..miss him miss him so much..miss him every little ting.. ...

really miss him lots...tinkin wat he doin..sms him realise tat he so down..duno wat to do to motivate him.. ...i knw tat the him nw is juz nt him..knw him like tat i feel so heart broken..so worry for him..duno he really alrite mahx..scare will gt wat happen to him..

dear i really miss ! really wish u r fine ! luvvee euu alwayz !

14th moii day

2005-05-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

ytd was so fun ! the jam n hop is fun ! bt mayb it start abit too early le...then nt dark enough so nt tat fun lahx.bt still quite enjoy it...dance n dance n dance until so hot n hot !

abot sian diao cuz of afternoon lahx,...bt suan liao lahx..haix..bu yao say better...forget it is the best..wasnt it ? aiya the miss the special performance..sad nehx..bt moii english singin idol sunny gt sing song..he sing so well ! i found moii another idol..she the dancer ! dance so well ! omgggg...

when it gettin lesser n lesser ppl, we oso gone le..hahax..we go to buy ice cream eat..hheex..then walk to mrt station..hei ! then saw our class ppl ! so de qiao worhx...haix...they all everytime tok i oso dun understand de...they pai chi mi lehx..sobbx..

when reach woodlands le i decided to walk hm...walk n walk..then saw moii class ppl playin bb...haha..so i join in without knwin hw to play bb at all de..lol.. ...so sad kanna hit by balls so many time ! sobbxsoobx ! then after tat go vista eat...ivan "sister" stomach pain so he gone hm 1st..then when we wan go hm they scare mi with tat ting again..sobbx..evil nehx !

goin to jam n hop

2005-05-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

nw at hm wan to get change n go find huiihuii eat..then go sch ! then at nite we will hav jam n hop ! yeah ! hope it will b a fun n nice day.. ...kkeex ! muackiex

in sch...

2005-05-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

nw goin havin quiz two le..omg..suddenly stomach pain...omg...pain nehx !

ermm..quiz 1 i gt 19/25 ..quiz 2 is 20/25 hahaha..nt bad le lahx..can pass mahx..lol...bt at least i very guai gt study juz nw..hahaha...

ermmm...hahha..sian lehx..lesson oso nt do..hahah...wa....juz nw saw gt handsome guy pic lehx...worhx...they all shout n run towards the computer...sia si ren worh..haha..

today afternoon lesson so sian..they left mi alone..make mi sian lehx..kkeex...tat y account lesson i nv do wat gt to ans question oso wan die bt haven die oso duno hw ans de..sobbx..

nw okiex le...bt waitin to wait after sch..hahah..tinkin tat when he leavin or will he leave or nt lehx..hahah..haix

slp so long !

2005-05-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

wa...ytd keep slp n slp n slp..slp so de long nehx..hahaha ! i dun mean it to slp de.bt juz tired mahx.hahaha.. ...then i acutally today mornin wan wake up n do moii hmwk de bt then.. ...oppz i nv wake up...n slp until 7.45 am then do ting then go sch le..oso no muach time do..sobbx

bt i very good slp le still will wake up at 10pm to brush teeth n wash face..hahhaa..bt go back slp again lahx..kkeex..then moii frenz at midnite moii frenz huangyun sms mi told mi tat adeline missin in action le..! oh moii god ! tat matter make mi feel so awake tat i woke up n reply huangyun..we so scare tat i keep ting wat will happen to her even i n her no close lahx.. ..bt morning huangyun told mi adeline alrite...feel better lahx..bt we all hao qi wat happen to her...then she oso no say..haix..

so de sian...haix...lazy to read moii POM notes lehx..bt cannt cuz muz do hmwk..cannt no do again liao..hahah..cuz last week i no do le...hahahx.

juz nw after sch still go far east awhile to buy moii shoe..kkeex..then c here n there lahx..heex..so poor mi no money sia..sian diao..then back causeway help huiihuii take her jacket ..oppx 77 th street again..hahaha..it the same guy server us again..lol..he so funny de lorhx ! he even say he feel sad of sayin jean..lol.. ...

when wan go hm..hei ! i saw moii god sis singling ! haha..then pei her go cwp again..then saw xin yi then saw waikit...hahah...

ohya lao da Paul ! happy birthday nehx..18 liao worhx ! dun play play lehx..muz faster find a gf lehx..lol...so we can call da sao mahx...hhaha ! may all ur wish cm true lahx..heex

no msg him again le..he oso no sms mi..oso duno he go le mahx..haix...guess he go will tell mi bahx..really miss him !

quarrel with him

2005-05-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

haix.. ....juz nw can so call quarrel with him bahx ! i oso dun wish so lorhx ! bt then i juz concern him tat y ask n ask n say him lorhx..then he oso very lost tat moment bahx..bt is recently lorhx..when tat matter happen..b4 we break ! bt i oso duno lehx..juz guess bahx.. ...haix ! hope wat i say can make him wake up n knw wat he goin to do !

may angel bless him ! miss him !

uneasy day

2005-05-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

oh moii god ! i was feelin so de supper uneasy nehx ! duno y lehx..it uneasy until i duno hw to do moii econs hmwk le..really feel weird..die lahx tmr hav to copy frm frenz le..haix...

wat happen to mi today..so de moody wan..nt liek mi de lehx.. ...wasnt mi a cheerful n happy alwayz smile de mehx.y liek tat so moody ? ! y who can tell mi Y...

oso really duno y feel so uneasy...frm ytd until nw liao lehx...it like all sat n sun i will keep feelin weird weird de ..very uneasy then will tink of him..keep tinkin he alrite mahx..?oso duno y...bt tis time moii uneasy feelin is until nw..it aready monday goin tuesday liao nehx..izzit really someting happen ? ! hope NOPE !

may all moii dear n dearest angels plz bless him with all u n mi can ! plz...bless him with all teh heart n power ! thankx moii dear n dearest angels !

benjawan we are alwayz frenz i swear ! i alwayz take u as frenz too ! take care !

2005-05-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

ermmm ytd mi n jeann bring huiihuii go out..we gone to hereen then to far east...wat a small world.. ...we say juan n alison at hereen ! oh moii god they so chio man !

sian arhx.. ...no money to shop ! so poor mi ! haix.. ...bt tat huiihuii buy alot tings lorhx..hahah.rich gal.. ...

yeah after walk walk go meet him ~ ! kkeex...even go find him nth to do bt happy can c him mahx.hahah...he so lame tat still practice magic giv mi c make mi laught ! hahaa.. ...still gt trick let mi c through.. ...bt so nice tat he still do give mi c..hahaha..sorry to him tat i dun mean to do it..hahaha.n hope he careful next time dun use the pen bu xiao xin poke to his hand again le..kkeex.. ...

mayb it really moii last time to c him le bahx...bt i hope wont lorhx.. ...cuz i hope really hope to hold on to his hand n we happy together nv let go...kkkeex...bt y he alwayz wei wo hao ! hw i hope he will read moii blog..cuz i wan tell him tat (other ppl can dun read ! )

*dear.. ...i hao xiang like tat call u forever.. ...dun say sorry to mi tat nt wat i wan...there so many promise u gav mi bt cuz of tat u had to let go of moii hand n break all ur promise towards mi.. ...in the end cuz of tat matter.. ...we both get hurt.. ...u oso bu xiang mi go bt u wei wo hao again n wan mi go.. ...bt tat nt wei wo hao ! we swear to b together no matter of happy n sorrow de bt u always dun wan share ur unhappy juz tat u wan mi happy.. ...cuz of wan mi happy u choose to let go moii hand n wan mi go find someone who is better to mi de..bt i juz wan hold on to ur hand..knwin tat u wont saw tis bt i still wan tell u..no matter wat i keep moii promise n moii swear of to b with u no matter happiness or sorrow n nv let go still the day u dun love mi !*

internet quiz

2005-05-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

die lahx...today gt internet de quiz lucky can pass nehx.if nt die liao lahx.hahahah.lesson oso very sian lehx.today lesson quite long hours de..haix ! after lesson go hm lorhx ! hungry hungry..go hm time train so many ppl de..

today huiihuii they all tink tat i weird weird wan.. ...am i ? ! duno..mayb bahx..hahah.. ...bt i mei shi lahx.. frenz dun worry nehx ! i m alright de !

when reach huiihuii their stop.. onli left mi alone le..cuz the 3 of them alight at the same stop.haix.sad case ! onli mi been left alone haix.so de sian...

bt when they alight..a~~~ our class guy walking pass mi duno wat they lookin for like lookin for mi lehx.. ...wah~ they so de kind ! or mayb i tink too much.. ...lol...i call then de if nt they oso duno wan walk to where lahx..hahahax..then tat xiao qiang ( they call him yan fei or ah bao say he look like lee nan xing.. ... ) say wan tell mi ghost story then i listen lorhx.in the end duno he wan tell mi jk or ghost story.hahaa.bt luck he no scare mi if nt he hav to send mi hm le..lol.. ...when i alight i saw someting...hahha.oh moii god y xiao qiang will like tat do..wo de tian arhx..hahaha

today when walk go sch..hey wei ping moii primary sch frenz saw mi nehx.hahaha.wat a small world worhx.bt she saw mi i no saw her lehx.hahaha.she oso no call mi juz sms n ask mi.cuz she oso nt sure it mi.hahah.. ...

sms with him ! yeah ! friday can go c him liao ! kkeex bt it mayb the last time le.sobbxsobbx

eatin

2005-05-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

juz nw go Bishan eat with huiihuii jeann rebbcca mandyy n tinggtingg after sch.hhaha.we all eat pasta ! somemore mandy n tinggtingg open their tie hair salons at there.lol.cuz they help mi n huiihuii tie hair.kkeex.bt hav a fun day !

missy him ! muacck !

leonard n mandy at cwp

2005-05-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

today after sch pei mandy n leonard go cwp.. ...cuz leonard hav to wait for his frenz until 6 pm..aiya...leonard nw is moii "sister" hahaha.. ...walk here n there..oso nth to walk cuz cwp is so de sian wan..lol.. ...then tehy two go eat n drink.. ..kkeex..then mi n mandyy go hm 1st le ! miss him lehx !

at him there overnite

2005-05-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

today evening then get back hm.feel abit tired n alot of dun Bear to go hm ! Hao Xiang stay at him there pei him worhx..bt knw tat i cant ! bt tis may b the last time i stayin over there le.. ...sobbxsoobx.. .. ...bt ofcuz i hope wont n still can forever at him there pei him !

ytd should go him there take moii stuff de bt then in the end oso nt take anyting.hhaahah..bt i took a very happy memory back for ytd n today ! it nt juz a happy it oso a sweet memory.pluz alot of ting tat i wan knw frm him include wat acutally happen in his life, wat is goin on n etc.. .. ...

tat time b4 go down still scare tis n tat de bt nw no no le.i have NO regret of goin down.n hope to go again.bt guess no chances le.haix sobxsoobx.everyone say i very silly include him.i oso duno y mayb he is the 1st guy tat i love the most bahx.n nw is still so.i admit tat YES i m silly bt oso cuz i love him.knwing tat the changes to patch back r so small bt yet i m waitin.hhaha.no wonder ppl say i silly lahx.

bt when he told mi tat i m so silly, told mi to take care moiiself when he nt around,ask mi to find some better guy to treat mi good, etc all tis..i feel tat so touch feel tat i really love him.tat moment i feel tat i was in the world of the two of us onli.n i was lyin on his shoulder moii tears flow m it juz flow n he knw i cry cuz of him again.he hug mi tight tat i onli wish time will stop at tat moment ! somemore he was so carin to mi tat even he was playin cards with his frenz..it let mi feel tat we are still together.. .. ...we even call each other dear tat day..bt time pass so fast tat guess i can nv heard tat again le bahx.

feelin tat he is oso wei wo hao again le tat y break bahx.i oso duno.bt if he really is for moii good so leave mi i hope he dun.cuz he leave mi is nt wei wo hao. *to everyone out there readin tis include moii him.. ..if u love the person dun leave him/her even is really wei ta hao cuz the person who love u will nv wan tis type of wei ta hao de.the onli ting to wei ta hao if to tell him/her u love them truly say frm ur heart.if wei ta hao then love he/she.tat is the best !*

i juz dun bear to leave him n left his side.juz xiang stay at him there pei him n enjoy moii time.bt everyting still ended with hug n kisses ! really miss those days tat he treat mi good good sweet sweet niccee nicee etc.. le.. .. ... miss him lots

may angel bless him with all he wan !may angel bring me back to his side ! waitin ferr euu ! !

saturday him again.haha

2005-05-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

today afternoon he ask mi wan go him there take tings mahx. bt then cuz i abit lazy so no go.. ..somemore i dun like suddenly wan go out de.kkeex.then at nite.. .. .. SOoooo Happy tat.. .. ..he sms sayin tat.. .. .. " wat u doin?i feel very stress n headache nw like wan to go crazy nw..u wan cm company mi..? " when i Heard tat..i was SOooo de Happy ! Cuz he still will wan mi Pei n Company Him lorhx.really Happy ! Yippes~!

bt he ask mi at nite so cant go pei him.sOoo sad.haix.hao xiang at him there pei him ! bt Haix ! no Choice lorhx.. ..pei him sms 1st then tmr then go take moii tings n pei n company him nehx.Waitin for tmr to cm !

bt i knw tat ppl may tink i foolish bahx.tink i very silly.tink tat y i still wan b so good to him when he wan break with mi.bt i oso duno.bt juz knw tat I Still luvve Him ! moii Heart is still Belong to Him !

even he nw juz take mi as frenz bt i still will stay by his side to console, pei, company, encourage, support him n try moii best to cheer him up.i really hope tat tmr go him there he will treat mi good good nicee nicee n the best is He let mi Go Back to his Side in the sense of Patch Back ! Hao Xiang Hao Xiang nehx !Hao Xiang call him Dear again !

wan tell him tat * u say i gt everyting..bt i dun hav.cuz i cant call him Dear ! *

pem day

2005-04-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

today i Moii PEM Day ! b4 i go for moii PEM Day i sms him n contiune ytd nite de msg.knwin tat he mayb goin overseas next week bahx.haix sad nehx.dun really knw y he wan leave.feel so sad.so lost tat when he leave le when than gt chances can c him.haix.he even say mayb nt cmin back le ! Oh Moii God ! y like tat nehx.haix.sobbxsoobx.. .. ..

then sms n sms with him.ask him abt him de matter abt goin overseas..y wan go..etc.. .. ..i even bcm so darin tat ask him b4 he go can meet out n eat n chat then he dun wan cuz say fan,dun feel like goin out.haix.. Heart Broken ! so si wan ! sobbbx.. .. ..

cuz today is our PEM Day so okiex lahx.quite Fun ! haahahha...gt to run here n there.. .. .. cuz playin game mahx.kkeex.then we all separated.bcm mi n huiihuii together run.so de tired ! even saw moii korkor de fren,MeiYan ( Thankx nehx ! )

bt we so xin ku collect de item cant b use.cuz we so de careless lost tat paper.all moii fault.haix.sobbxsobbx.Sorry TAKA !

Thank our PEM Ms Lee Gek Keow ! hahaha.. .. u so good bring us to Air-Con room.hahaa.nt like others so kw lian still have to stay under the Sun.TAKA so XinFu ! Yuppies ! aiya.. ..bt then so paiseh hav to dance together, our instructor is Mr Leonard ( Class Rap + MR Freshie ) ! ermmm..bt quite fun.. .. ..oso duno y i anyhw dance then group A ppl oso give muiimuii *me* win ! *kkeex* dance winner r.. .. .. muiimuii Flora Rebbcca XiaoQiang !

cuz of PEM Day so sms him half here n there.miss him so much ! when then can c him lehx.haix ! hao xiang him nehx.we sms.. ..then say Sunday go him there take moii own tings.ermmm can c him le.. ..bt abit scare cuz scare he will like treat mi cold cold de or will angry angry towards mi.. ...bt really hope Sunday faster cm cuz can c him ! kkeex.

take moii tiing

2005-04-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

he sms mi ask mi i wan go him there take moii ting mahx.then cuz his tat hp siao siao le nv recieve moii msg.then he thought i nv or dun wan reply him bahx.bt acutally i gt Reply de ! cuz hw i Bear nt to reply him.kkeex.then he sms mi say " y u no reply ? i might b gone for a few years..u take care of urself..good nite.. .. .. ". he even say he might nt cm back bt he oso duno yet when i contiune ask him by sms to his another phone.then slowly he no reply le.Guess he tired slp le bahx.

at tat very few moment moii heart ache so much.i feel so sad.wanna Cry ! hao xiang c him !

give up mahx?

2005-04-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

should i give up mahx ? i feel tat i oso tired le...bt moii mind cant dun miss him unless i hav to force moii self doin other ting n keep concentrate on it, nt then i hav to slp n slp n slp if can slp n slp until no wake up oso good.bt i knw i cant ! bt miss him i hard n tough n heartbroken.

when tell moii frenz abt moii happy tings with him or c moii hp n moii one n onli neoprint pic it juz make mi smile make mi feel happy n warm.. .. ..bt.. .. ..time change everyting.i hav lost him.lost him totally.no chance le bahx.he give up everyting.cuz he dun wan lost his other everyting.i understand bahx.i knw it hard to make decision for him tat moment.

everyone tink i m foolish.yes i m.i duno.i oso dun wan tat.cuz i nv thought of will end it.bt time prove him wrong n prove mi wrong.tinkin back abt our endin feel so sad.moii heart is still like bleedin.bt i knw if i hav a choice,yes i will still choose to b with him n b the best gf he ever had for that moment b4 he left mi.n tat it.

hw much i hope can patch back.bt i knw it over le bahx.mayb no chance at all le.bt can i really put down ? it hard, really hard ! so wish tat i can slp n slp n slp n dream of him every single nite.cuz in moii dream i might still have chance to slp in ur shoulder n u hug mi throught i slp !

in sch lad lesson

2005-04-29T10:15:00.000+08:00

ermmm...hahah nw in sch havin com lad lesson.bt ~~secretly cm here to blog.hahah.nth to do mahx.teacher haven start lesson yet.kkeex.

so de sian nehx.juz nw b4 lesson mi huiihuii n jean go sun plaza pwalk walk.hahha.haiz bt sian nehx.nth to do n walk oso de.juz eat ice cream n etc lorhx.sian nehx ! " This fashion " more n more sian more n more nth to shop n buy.the clothers more n more ugly.hahah.eee~~~ HATe it !

omg the weather is so de hot man ! hw much i hope i can b in the air con room alwayz.hahah.how i hope can b at Him there.hahhaa.cuz miss him n He there cold cold de.kkeex.

today lesson so sian nth to do wan.teacher teacher until i wan Zzz liao ar hx.haix.teacher abt com de ting.i oso duno de.knw le oso wil forget de lahx.haix.so de sian.blog better.hahha =p

hui here... muii so fake ... lec come than she switch back to note... FAKE!!!!

sian diao...huiihuii like tat say mi..juz nw wab delete away wat i had write.sobbxsobbx.make mi wanna cry le.haix.evil devil de huiihuii !

sob sob i din do it purposely....:~~~

who will belive tat huiihuii.haix.sobbxsobbx..above is by huiihuii

2005-04-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

juz nw after lesson we need to go vote for our PEM for friday de PEM dayz.bt meet our OGL le.they abit oso duno wan do wat.let us wait.bt is alrite lahx.bt cuz huiihuii is rushin time then they liek tat she abit fed up.then juz say n go le.scare mi nehx.really scare mi.her fierce look.OMG !

after votin we go bugis walk walk.no go out with tinggtingg they all go orchard.hahaha.onli mi jean n judy go nehx.bt we run go eat 1st.cuz we r sOooo hungry ! juz nw took neoprite again.hahax.

walk n walk ermmm.. .. ..brought a earing n yes ! i finally brought moii jacket !hahah so de happy nehx.Yeah ! oso took alot picture when we r on our train to bugis.hahahax.tat 1 update later..kkeex.

miss him when at bugis walk.saw those weddin grown miss him more !

abt him

2005-04-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

sms him at midnite.acutally knw tat he gt problem.bt today knw tat it quite serious nehx.santa daddy oso gt problem.haix.wat really happen.really wish to knw.bt he will nt really tell mi de bahx.i Guess ! knw tat he so stress n i m so helpless to him.even i m nt his Who or wat nw.bt when he say wan go crazy le i was so heart pain juz onli xiang nw hug him n pei him.

today in sch buy moii bkz ! OMG it so heavy nehx.really muz rent a locker in sch le arhx.hahah.if nt i everyday like tat carry moii bk one day i will die lehz.kkeex ! need to carry it here n there.lucky when i alight moii mrt train at woodlands i saw moii korkor.kkeex.so i will sure ask him to help mi take moii bk de mahx.hahaha.feel so Relief ! wat a Lucky mi !

acutally juz nw in sch when on moii way goin hm, he did sms mi abt formatin phone de.cuz moii bk is so de heavy tat i didnt reply him until i gone hm n hav a shower n eat moii dinner then reply him.tell him i reply late all tis.even tell him i take bk until hand pain pain.kkeex.then he ask mi go Rest ! Happy tat he still will care for mi.hahhaa.

everytime when gt the chance to sms him i will try to ask hw him all tis.try to sms n keep sms him.cuz if nt i duno when will then hav chance to do so le.juz knw i will miss him.kkeex.when his phone gt problem again he say it hopless le.wan sell it.Haix ! so de Sad cuz we r havin the same phone.bt he change le then dun hav le.Haix !

hao xiang again call him dear n hug him ! really miss him !

collect lanyard

2005-04-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

ermmm...today sch is so funny.lol.we late for all our tutorial lesson today.hahax.bt lucky is our class one big group late together.kkeex.

our most worst late tutorial session is abt half an hour.hahha.cuz we all go collect our lanyard.at first thought our class guy so heartless n go to tutorial liao bt hei no nehx.they gt wait for us.so wei da ! wan late all late together mahx.hahaha

today 4hrs break i n huiihuii stay in sch nv go out with tinggtingg they all.so we eat in sch tehn go here n there.hahah.gt to the wrong place buy bk.opps ! so stupid mi.haix.

wear tat shoe oso until leg pain pain again.haix.so de " kelian " de

missy him again !

2005-04-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

duno y feel so Uneasy ! moii Heart feel " GuaiGuai " ! i was Juz n Onli Tink of Him.He was the Onli One in moii mind.oso duno y ? ! juz keep tinkin on him ytd ( which is 24th, which oso is the morning lahx.hahahha ) Really really Miss Him alot ! then i took up moii Courage n sms Him.ask Him hw is He le n tell Him i Miss Him alot.guessin tat he wont reply mi bt unexpected He did reply mi ! i was SOooooo Happy even he reply is abit cold cold de lahx.bt aleast he gt reply mi.n tat enough le bahx.kkeex.

Hao Xiang Hao Xiang him ! Really Really Miss Him !

no sch

2005-04-23T10:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah ! today no sch.hahah.[[* TAKA *]] so heng for tis semester. every friday dun need go sch.lol.Yuppiex !

ermmm,bt no sch i at hm oso nth to do de.haix sian.so onli use com lorhx.edit moii blog here n there.hahah.i tink moii blog is in the process of finishin bahx.lol.hope can faster finish.

today after noon wake up at abt 2 pluz.then do moii ting awhile le go down to Vista point trim moii hair.trim abit more short n thinner le.moii head feel so light.hahaha.bt if let some of moii sec sch fren saw it they will wan shout n scream n ask y i go cut or trim moii hair juz like wat they did grad nite tat time le.hahaha

miss him so much !

moii birthday

2005-04-22T13:47:00.000+08:00

today is moii birthday.haix.oso no much ppl celebrate for mi.dun really gt celebrate.haix.it moii 18 years bithday nehx.bt so sad.moii sec sch fren oso no come out celebrate for mi,n oso onli afew remember bahx.

thankx moii class BM0512 ( Taka ! ) u all r the best ! u all make mi feel so touch n surprise ! i luvve euu all ! muacck muacckx ! tat moment i still been keep in the dark worhx.suddenly u all sing mi such a loud birthday song at tat moment i acutally still blur blur de then oh it moii birthday.tat very moment i feel liek cryin.n huggin u all n kiss arhx.hahah ! i realise tat i hav a very wonderful n nice class !

today we hav a few hrs break so we all go out.some of them go play pool bt mi leg pain so go junction 8 with huiihuii buy shoe n shop shop.cuz we oso duno hw play pool. then in the end brought a shoe which is huiihuii choose for mi de.in the end she oso buy it.we oso buy the same water bottle.lol.

thankx huiihuii for such a lovely birthday gift.thankx everyone who wish mi happy birthday n moii class ppl n moii "bing shan xue lian" thankx alot ! n lastly wan thank him.thank for nv forget moii birthday ! thankx for still wish mi happy birthday again. bt i knw moii wish will nt cm true bt even i wish hard pray hard it will.i still miss u alot.thank for ur msg tat make mi smile ! i still luvve euu ! waitin fer euu !

moii class pic

2005-04-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

moii class BM0512 ( TAKA ! ) muacckz !

love ya !

3rd day orientation

2005-04-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

moii last day orientation le.it had cm to a end liao. nw muz start study hard le, bt oso muz play harder, n more lame more fun.kkee.if nt life is hard.i dun wan .i wan havin fun.omg.today was so paiseh ! cuz learn abit of dance then hav to get on to stage n perform for abt 800 pluz ppl to c really paiseh lorhx.u wan mi alone walk to a strange place or walk through a crowd where ppl will look at u i aready scare scare paiseh paiseh le nehx.somemore nw performance gt problem.more paiseh.cuz our first row ppl missin.they nv cm out.hw can they like tat.eee they bad arhx.make mi so paiseh de.sobbx.

bt acutally tat day was quite happy.mayb cuz it out last orientation n TAKA is getting more united ( mayb cuz we slow knw everyone more le bahx then they all nt anti social liao ) kkeex.hope TAKA can b veryvery united n together n form a very strong bondz.bt hope our guyz dun abit anti gal lehx.ahahah.

bt the most happy ting is tat he acutally today sms mi.even thought he blurblur thought today is 21st april ( which is moii birthday ) bt today is the 20th.guess tat he too busy le bahx. *moii angel plz bless him hope he is doin fine n nt tat busy* so happy.bt guess tat he duno moii wish will cm true is still ahv to wait n which is waitin fer him bahx.

thankx sbm ppl n everyone who help out in our orientation.thankx alot.last bt nt least is TAKA ogl n TAKA ppl.we all r the best !

family celebrate moii birthday

2005-04-21T13:16:00.000+08:00

thankx moii family ppl who celebrate moii birthday early for mi.even it juz a birthday cake n a birthday song.bt still thankx alots !

juz nw after moii last day of orientation i bring huiihuii go causeway point walk walk n buy her prepaid card. havin a good time with her. n we even go take photo ! Yeah ! kkeex.bt then we dun really knw her to use the machine so we decided next time muz go take again.hahahax.

may huiihuii enjoy her day as muiimuii did. kkeex.frenz forever !

moii nitemare

2005-04-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

i juz wake up frm a NITEMARE ! it so scary. REALLy SCARY ! when i wake up i was totally lost.juz thought of him.his image juz appear on moii mind.juz feel like HUGGING him, gt him call mi nt scare n HOLD mi to slp AGAIN.really hao xiang HIM.MISS HIM LOT ! everyday will wandering wat HE doing at tis moment, gt eat mahx, will he MISS MI mahx ? !

in moii NITEMARE i dream tat it was rainin quite heavy, tat moment i was runnin with moii frenz i fall down duno y feel moody ask moii frenz go first then i alone sitting in the rain.i was totally WET. gt up n run up the bridge stairs tehn saw ppl lyin down no way go.SUDDENLY a person move like LIGHTING caryy mi up n throw mi OUT ! then i woke up. first person in moii MIND was HIM tat moment.first person xiang TELL de oso HIM.first person xiang sms de, hug de etc... ALL is HIM n ONLY HIM n JUZ is HIM ! !

wat a SCARY NITEMARE !

Orientation 2nd day

2005-04-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Soooo tired.BT it fun.YEAH ! I Luvve TAKA ! muacckz muacckx ! kkeex.Today really is a happy day.hahha.Y lehx ? ermmm, mayb cuz i make a few more GOOD FRENZ, get better relationship with our OGL, our TAKA is bcmin better le more UNITED le. Bt still HOPE TAKA can b very very CLOSE TOGETHER.Cuz we r the ONE n ONLY TAKA !

Thankx moii ANGEL.We management to sell our lemonade n make a profit of $25.50 which is BETTER than they taget for us at $15. YEAH !

I tink moii OGL tat "bing shan xue lian" HATE mi alot.hahhahah.Keep wan hai wo like tat de.Wan mi Go ACT or DANCE, play water game still use water MAKE mi.MAKE mi SOOOOoooo WET.I juz help her n joan put the number ball into pail then moii "bing shan" start SPLASH WATER on mi then JOAN oso lorhx.Joan still wan pull mi down to the water arhx.LUCKY mi i go away liao.hahahah.i juz been KIND n help out.then they like tat TREAT mi sobbx sobbx !

BT it still fun.Havin LOTS of LOTS of laughter n fun.some more we play soccer until we run here n there n...ermmm, gt play lahx bt CHAT n LAUGH more.kkeex.Cuz we duno hw play soccer.JUZ duno hw to kick the ball =p n tat it.

Today oso SO many PPL do BANANA DANCE.hahaha.Luck TAKA dun need.YEAH ! TAKA gt improve alot nehx.Cuz ppl start doin the cheer out loud le.Bt POOR mi cheern shout until NO VOICE.Hw am i goin to cheer tmr when i tok oso is a PROBLEM ? !

I Luvve TAKA ! I Luvve our OGL ! We r the BEST out of the BEST !

YEAH ! orientation

2005-04-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

Today first day orientation, look quite fun bt ofcuz oso gt sian de part lahx.Bt overall today is okiex lorhx.Errrmmm...YEAH ! ! Gt new frenz le.hahahha.So lame.Our OGL treat us good lorhx, very "sell life" for us.hahaha.Thankx Bm0512 de OGL.kkeex.

Ermmm.Gt one business game tmr play de then we hav to prepare our tings today, so juz nw ting ting ( yu ting lorhx ) cant get it make mi hav to go down to causeway point de cold storage again.haix.walk go cwp so de tired.hahahah.should hav took a bus.hope tmr will b doin find for our lemonade sellin.ANGEL plz bless me ! thankx moii angel.

I feel one ting nt tat good is tat our class ppl too quite those type le lehx.i feel lahx mayb first day they SHY ? ! who knw.hahhaaxBt i really HOPE we all can really like one whole class TAKA ( BM0512 )...Look like no use de, we all muz really b a whole class n gather together de lorhx.Dun an an jing jing de.like tat very sian n like tat ppl oso duno c us as wat.As TAKA our different oulets.hahah.Bt i REALLY n TRULY HOPE tat can b a very TEAMWORK, UNITED, SPORTY n etc class.Cuz we are TAKA !

Wish TAKA all the best !

moii 14th

2005-04-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

Nw is the last few moment of the day 14th le. Juz nw tat i miss him. At 10.35 pm he reply to moii morning de msg le. he told mi some of his ting tat last time he no tell mi before de. Tis remind mi of 3rd march 2005 when he wan break cuz for moii own good. N tat the first time i saw him so serious so fierce so loud tok to mi.when tink back of tis i still feel like crying. hw his expression hw he react n etc... of tat day i still remember very clearly.Mayb cuz it the first time i c him so n he wan break with mi bahx.Tat day he oso told mi alot of ting tat could happen in Singapore or in tis world, hw u can harm someone easily oso. I guess if he no told mi i oos wont knw a bt it bahx.

Tat time break is for moii own good.He scare i will get hurt, n he dun wan it to happen.I knw ! So i did moii best to save our relationship tat time. Cuz i knw i really love him, I duno hw moii love life will b like without him by moii side.Will i still hav the courage to start another relationship, to love someone as deep as i love him. I really duno, it apply to nw oso. Bt nw i oso duno hw to save it. Duno wat to do n hw to do. Sms tok abt wat happen to him, y he wan choose tis road to leave mi. He say i still dun understand wat he say. Bt he say until so abit "zhi xiang mao dun" until i ask until he say dun wan say liao, haix ! i told him i very tired tmr then go tink le then sms him cuz i cry until moii eyes very pain le.Bt.. .. .. he juz duno n dun care bahx. I really really miss him. Ytd i slp so later tat i slp on abt 4 am and wake up at abt 10 am pluz.I m still waitin fer him.. .. ..

waitin fer euu

2005-04-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

Nw moii mood is juz up n down.Cuz of him, n onli him can make mi bcm like tis bahx.Juz abt 11.25 pm on 13th april 2005.Which is juz 49 mintues ago, n oso which is so call as our 3rd month anniversary eve bahx.N nw should b our 3rd month de bt yet everyting gone le.he ended everyting.Moii heart is still bleedin,moii tears is still flowin down moii cheekz,moii heart is been broken into thousand million billion pieces.When i recieve his msg tat moment i was totally lost, i can control moii tears at all.Moii mind was all him,all his image,all our happy sweet etc... memories.I knw tat i juz miss him.I cant bear to let him go.I dun wan.Cuz i knw i love him,n YES i do.Nw it should b our 3rd month anniversary de, i thought i can spend all the today which is the 14th with him.bt nw.. .. ..sobbx sobbx.. .. ..Bt i knw i will WAIT for him de..Take care moii one n only baobei deardear..miss u alwayz.love u deep.